Well, now what?

Yuck yuck and more yuck. I am tired of everything about everything and even more than that. Joe is dating someone. You don't know who Joe is, because I try to keep intricate details about my love life, past and present, out of cyber space, but it is never an easy pill to swallow when another person becomes a choice that "might have been" or a "what if". I really hate "what ifs".....